Unable to Sleep, Wanting to Start Fights in Defense of Fictional Characters

Which is part of why I have to limit my social media access.

I am protective of the characters that I like.

I'm angry about characters I don't and how people excuse their bad behaviors.

And so I want to start fights in defense of my characters or against theirs.

And it is bad. And it gets more personal than it should.

And I say I can't have social media and people don't understand, but I can't.

It's been hours now and I'm obsessing over a few minutes on reddit.

No. I just... can't.

There was a reason I banned myself from that site, but oh, I let myself look (arguably for a good reason, I was hoping the codes for a game were posted there because the developers are trying to make people join facebook groups or discord to get them and I just can't) and now I'm paying for it and I can't sleep and I'm irritable and wanting to start fights. This is so frustrating.